Friday, March 23, 2012

又过了一个礼拜。

我好像渐渐忘了怎么分享
想写些什么却词穷了
是因为我没有在用心生活没有活在当下么?
每天重复着一样的生活模式
工作, 吃, 睡, 工作, 吃, 睡...

这几天
我尽量不让自己有睡午觉的坏习惯
再累也要做点事
马拉多宁, 走吧你~
不要缠留在我体内逍遥快活!

这周末
做点手工
拿起笔画画吧, 倪庄翕~


Tuesday, March 20, 2012

Update

Back to working routine -

Wake up at 6am *it's killing me slowly*
Depart before 6.45am
I wonder why the traffic is so horrible even early in the morning
KL ppl, what's on ur mind?!?!

Finish work at 3.30pm
Reach home around 4.30pm
and
Can't help falling asleep on the bed
The kids have lotssss of energy that I wish I do have the same
Why am I so tired everyday?
I'm wasting too much time on sleeping =(
How can I get rid of those Melatonin in the body, please?
there's no meaning keeping the daily routine and do nothing
I feel lifeless.

I guess am unconsciously refusing to face the reality in life
being lazy all the time
giving tones of excuses *Don't blame the hormones!*
and do not move on!

I used to dream about my dreams
yet no action has been taken
So, STOP wasting too much time on sleeping
have faith have passion
move your ass and do something please.

I wonder what's life about, lately.
we study we work we play
at the end of the day
we do not know what are we actually looking for?
 perhaps,
it's not about the outcome but the process of learning.

I am still learning..
and you?


Good night, ppls :)
xx.